"I Don't Love You"

Where’d you go?
So never think I’d make you try to stay,
And maybe when we get there,
I’ll think enough,
To find another way,

When after all this time,
Is you still around,
You’re still the god falling nothing I have found,
So take your glass again,
And get out,
While you can,

Where’d you go?
And would you even turn to say,
I don’t love you,
Like I did yesterday,

Sometimes I cry so hard for pleading,
So sick and tired all the mean less meaning,
But baby when they knock you down and out,
It’s where you’ll wanna stay,

And after all the blood that you still have,
Another time I was chancing it all around,
So fix your eyes and get up,
Baby, get up,
While you can,

Where’d you go?
And would you even turn to say,
I don’t love you,
Like I did yesterday,

Where’d you go?
Would you have the guts to say,
I don’t love you,
Like I loved you,
Yesterday,
I couldn’t love you,
Like I loved you,
Yesterday,
I don’t love you,
Like I loved you yesterday.

"CANCER"

I wonder
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
comb my hair for me
help me gather all my things
and bury me
in all my favorite colors,
my sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you.

Turn away,
cause I'm awful just to see
cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
all my agony,
know that I will never marry,
and baby I'm just dyin' from the chemo,
but counting down the days to go.

It's just a feeling
and I don't know
that if you say,
good-bye today,
I'd ask you to be true,
cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you...

cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you...